Here is another layout that I have done of Harrison. I am really picky about the papers that I use for his layouts. I just want them all to be perfect. With my other boys, I have an endless supply of photos and it doesn't matter if one of there layouts don't turn out as I would have like, but I only have limited photos of Harrison so they need to be perfect. I am so sad about him, and miss him very much. I love the colours in this paper, so tranquil, and perfect. Almost what I would think the colours of Heaven would be.Harrison I love you so very much and missing you always. I just wish I could have you back. With so much love your Mummy.
wow that is a gorgeous layout, love those papers.......
ReplyDeleteI came here from your scrapblog. I love your layout! The colors are just perfect.
ReplyDeleteI am so so very sorry for your loss. Harrison is just a gorgeous baby! And there is so much love around him. I think it's wonderful you make scrap-pages, write things down in your blog, do something with your feelings, give it a place. It will help you.
I also lost my baby son, my only son. It's already 19 years ago, but it's a thorn in my heart that I carry with me daily. Seems nobody is talking about it anymore, my other children don't know him, hubby pushed it deep away since the day of Ben's funeral...it's just me. I don't have photos to scrap.
I thought I would never be able to laugh again, after he passed away, but time heals. It's just the thorn that never leaves. I recognize so much in your blogposts, read them all. The question..why?? Why let us carry them for 9 months and than take them? I believe in God and I know he has a meaning with everything, even if I not see it now. I got a babygirl, 5 years after Ben's passing and the same happened with her as with him and because of him, I recognized it in time (even when doctors said everything was allright!) and she was delivered by Ceasarian even before the anastetics worked. She is alive because of him.
I wish there was something I could do to make you feel better, but I can't. I only can send you a big virtual hug, saying you are not alone and some people out there know what you go through and feel your pain. I am sure someday, somewhere, we"ll meet again with our loved ones.
I keep your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Elsina, thank you so much for your comment, it really means alot that you read this everyday. I am so sorry about your son Ben. That is my biggest fear that no one will ever talk about Harrison after time, like you they alter your world in so many ways that it will be something I never forget, and I don't want people to stop talking about Harrison.
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