Sunday, October 31, 2010
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Friday, October 29, 2010
Thursday, October 28, 2010
They told us that roughly at the Mater hospital 2 babies die a week there. Really when you think of it, they said there are 50000 babies born there a year and only 2 babies die a week, I think that is good odds. Unfortunately Harrison is one of those babies. They also said that they have roughly on average only 10 dyaphragmatic Hernia babies born a year, so it isn't enough to do alot of research as to why it happens. I walked out of that meeting thinking Harrison really didn't have a chance in surviving, how cruel can this world be! It just doesn't seem fair that Harrison had to go through what he did. Why does God let that happen? I don't understand. One thing is I am glad that I got to meet my son. I had 29 hours of him and they are one of the most precious hours I will ever have in my life. Those 29 hours are like a movie that I watch over and over again.
I read something someone had written and the end of it said God has trouble finding angels and so he has to keep some of those babies that are to special. So I think of my Harrison as an angel in Heaven. He showed us that he was a little fighter, and he was full of character, so I can understand in a way why God would want him, it is just that I wanted him to.
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Monday, October 25, 2010
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Friday, October 22, 2010
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Sorry I didn't get to stay.
God sent me down to be with you,
Mommy, I wish I could stay.
God didn't take me cause He's mad.
Up here no trouble do I see
Until the day you join me here,
Monday, October 18, 2010
In Harrison's order of Service for his funeral I put this poem, I noticed someone put this in the comment section of one of my post.
Tiny Angels rest your wings sit with me for awhile.How I long to hold you hand, And see your tender smile. Tiny Angel, look at me, I want this image clear... That I will forget your precious face is my biggest fear. Tiny Angel can you tell me Why you have gone away?
You weren't here for very long.... Why is it, you couldn't stay?
Tiny Angel shook his head,
"These things I do not know...
But I do know that you love me,
And that I love you so."
It is hard to explain to any one how Harrison consumes my thoughts every day, and every hour. How heartwrenching all my memories are. People sent us flowers but that has made me sad, as now they have all died. I wish my Harrison could be here.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
On the 15th the grandmothers got to have a hold of Harrison, and to say goodbye.