Monday, February 28, 2011

Sending you kisses

Today is a day where I wish I could just send you a package of kisses and love.

I miss him everyday, I think of him every hour. The pain of losing him is the worst pain that I have ever felt in my life. Only another bereaved parent can understand the pain. My pet peeve is when people say you are doing so well. I am not doing as well as I make out. Yes life goes on, whether I want it to or not. I have 3 boys that are here, and I am so grateful for them. It does mean that I have to get up and live. Also Harrison has given me something to do, I will make the world know my son was here, and that he made a difference. So I am now in the process of setting up a charity in his memory. There are some really exciting things that are going to be happening this year, all in the memory of Harrison.

I miss you so very much. i hope you look down and are proud. I miss you. I love you very much.


  1. yes Mel we know the pain..we lost a tiny baby and also our beautiful Mark age 22 who was killed on his motor bike... the pain is so intense .... and as you say only a bereaved parent knows the pain... my husband and i facilitate the support group here in Adelaide and have found it an amazing help in our healing process .... we each find our way to go on living and to honour Mark memory's, Baden and I both decided to live our life to the best of our ability ....take care and remember to be gentle on yourself.... hugz x

  2. Thanks Heather, I try to be, sometimes that is hard. I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for your message. Melxx